Friday, July 31, 2009

OMG...


Oh My Gosh...!!




I'm speechless...




I didn't expect to get that message from him...




I don't know what to reply...




I don't even know what am I feeling right now...




All I know is,




my heart is pounding real fast !




He told me that he's serious...




Can I trust him ??




Arhhhhh...somebody please tell me what to do.....







xoxoxo, Kelly.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Will You ?


I'm loving and addicted to Amy Winehouse - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow.



Her version is simply awesome.



Touched.



Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
will you still love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sighs?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken
You'll say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?

I need to know
Will you still love me tomorrow?





PS : Will You ?




xoxo, Kelly.

4th Sem.


Happy Holidays !!!

Today's PR Event really tiring..



But it's worth it..



And confirm dapat 'A' dah la...



XD



Bought many many cloths from bazaar..



Yeap, bestnya... one shot bought so many cloths..



Family also come to college and support.



Mummy bought stuff too..



Hmmm.. who else is here...



Hui Ling, Sandy, Mandy, Chia Wern etc.



Oh yea... get to carry puppies and kitties too ! =)



All of them look so so adorable..



Too bad I can't adopt them 'yet'...



hmm... yesterday slept for bloody 4 hours again..



then need to be at college at 8am.



till around 9pm only end.



wahhh... tiring sial...



tetapi, memang worth it

Bye Bye 4th Semester.
( PS:I hope I pass all my sub ! )

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Ola Holidays !!

Finally....



Gosh...seriously finally....



My Final exams ended....



and here comes The Holidays !! =)



Finally my 4th sem ended...



OOOhhh..not yet...



Another assignment tomorrow...



My PR Event...Haha...finally....



It's a charity event. To save the dogs in Pulau Ketam.



Hmmm...basically most of the dogs there really living in a mess. Mostly sick... So sad for them...



Mostly owner abandoned them there. Left them stray and starve till death..



It was really sad...



Anyhoo, here's your time to do your part in saving these poor doggies.



There will be Bazaar shopping, foods, local bands, fashion shows, games and etc.



Basically full of entertainments..



And it's BIG... BIG event... well at least for me..



(ps:it contains 40-50% for the whole sub
♥)



Fun..Fun..Fun..




It's only RM5 per entry.



" RAVE 2 SAVE " ----> Rescue Animals Via Entertainment.



Nice tagline. Nice objectives too.



All proceed will goes to SPCA.



So if you care for the pity dogs in Pulau Ketam, please come to our event.
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Damn it's exhausted...



After PR exam straight go for PR briefing...



Everyone starts to set up the stage, goodie bags..



Oh yes goodie bag... A LOT OF GOODIE BAGS...



Each worth around RM150. Gosh, I would want one of it.



But I think it's a "First Come First Serve Basis".



Damn tired...and hungry...



Yesterday slept around 3am (studying for PR exam XP)



Then woke up around 7am to study again...



Then go college at 9.30 to sit for the exam.



After 2 hours of exam, went to CK for breakfast a.k.a lunch.



What I ate ???



Bread... Steam bread... =.=



Focker, I'm so regret why I didn't eat other more fullfilling stuff like rice or noodle.



Know why ??



Coz after lunch, went back to college need to help up with all the set up and goodie bags...



Hell tired wei....



everyone was so busy... so messy..



worked till 8pm ish..



arhhh... seriously I was focking starving and exhausted...



and I felt sorry for Eugene.



Keep using harsh words in sms to express my super+tired+hungry+mad feeling.



HAHA...!



So after those set up, I went home straight away...



Shower then went straight to Centre Point with Isabel, Jolene and Sabrina.



Reached there, walked straight in to Dragon-I.



Walked in Dragon-I, straight took menu and order non-stop.



Yes, everything STRAIGHT AWAY..



There's NO time to even talk or think...



We look as tired and hungry like zombies. Serious sh*t.



Ordered 6 dishes and desserts.



GOSH... It's awesome...



and this might be the last meal I will have with my girls before this coming holidays.



ARrhhh, I will miss them... 2 weeks man...



And, I want to go to Pulau Redang !!! >.<





Thursday, July 16, 2009

So much to think.

Hah.. Lately very lazy to update my blog.



Many things happened.. Friendships ? Hmmm~



Of course I Love my Girlfriends.. and always will..



I'm a very-hard-to-approach kind of person, sensitive and straight forward.



And because of this, I hardly get any close friends.
( It's either I don't like their attitude or vice versa. )



But I'm really happy, and lucky to have all of 'them'.



You guys should know who you are..*wink*



They make me smile.



They make me feel appreciated.



I dislike backstabbers, fakers, over-reacted, and lies !



Honesty is the best policy. Yes, indeed Truth hurts... But Lies worst ~



I rather hear all the truth, than hearing all the lies.



I rather talk face-2-face, than backstabbing.



But what to do, it's a girl's thing.



Girls, don't just come to your face and give you a big slap.



But, what they do is being bitchy. Stab your back, dirty your name, and worst, fakers....



Anyhoo, nope I'm not having any problem with my girls so far.. I'm good, they're good too ! =)



Hhhmmm, what else..



Oh... there's so many things running in my mind right now.



Final exam next week..



PR event next saturday..



Mega sales. Shopping next week..



Revision ? Errmm....



Chocolatessss..



My phone =.= I need to get it repair soon.. Miss my phone..



Holidays..



Vacations..



Myndy.. Miss her.. Want to meet up with her soon..



And erm, 'Him' ....?



It's so much to think about.



And I'm confuse.



It had been 6months being single.



I'm not sure whether I want to get involve in any relationship right now.



I'm perfectly fine without 1. I guess.



But still I do hope to fall in love again.



But that will be my biggest fear.



I'm afraid to fall in love, real deep, and get hurt, real deep.



My heart bleed too much. And scars all over it.



Can I overcome my fear ?? That's a question I keep questioning myself.



But I can't give out any answers. I'm just too afraid.





xoxo, Kelly.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Numb is the word I can relate right now.



It had been weeks i didn't update my blog.



Lately too much things happened.



Time passed by so fast.



There's nothing to update. Nothing to share with you guys.



The only thing is I've met a person.



But he always leave me clueless.



And I Hate It Fu*king Much.



For god knows why, I'm not feeling well lately. Flu started to attack me.



And I pretty much not having a good time too.



Been staying at home for 2days. And didn't step out of the house for 24 hours.



Been sleeping the whole day.



I'm not sure what is wrong with me.



But I'm suffocating. I need the air.



I get very upset yesterday. But who's here with me ? Nobody.



Who can I talk to ? Nobody.



And at that very moment, I felt so weak.



I need someone to give me strength.



I need someone to talk with.



I need someone to lend me their shoulders, for me to cry out loud.



But who's here for me ? Nobody. But only the 4 green walls and the ceiling.



I really need a break. I want to leave this place. I need to leave this place.



Final exam and PR event are only 2 weeks away from now.



And I can already feel the pressure. From family and myself.



Haiz..



And lately, I'm so addicted to The Fray.



Their new song - Never Say Never is da bomb.



I can't stop listening to it.



And James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado - Broken Stings is awesome.



I love the lyrics. It's so real.



- And here's the personal part -



I always step into my own trap.



I always, always let guys get into my life that quickly.



And I always, always, always the one that get hurt so badly.



Indeed, my biggest fear would be Love.



And maybe I don't deserve any of it.



So I'll rather just live without any guys in my life.



I know that sound childish, but I think that's the only way I won't hurt or get hurt.





xoxo, Kelly.