I Don't Get You.

I seriously don't know what you want.

I did try to change.

I did try to treat you better.

I did all I can.

But when each time I try to show you how much I love you, you blow it off !

I'm FUCKING dissapointed and upset. You have no idea how much the heart breaks !

What do you want from me ?

I seriously clueless.

And I hate that I can't even make you happy all the time.

I'm completely a girlfriend failure.

This relationship is always bout me and arguements right ?

I know. and I'm tired of it too.

Maybe I'm not able to give you what you want.

Maybe, Maybe.. I'm also not the one for you.

Love You (II)

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary.





I ♥ You Bi. =X






xoxo, Kelly.

Smile.

As mentioned above.





I Can't Smile.





Why ?





Why I can't smile like the others ?





Why I can't smile like the children getting their candies?





Why I can't smile like there's no tomorrow ?





I finally, finally know why I can't smile.





When I try to smile in front of the mirror, I look so weird.





Those smiles, is effing fake.





Those smiles, is effing ugly.





I can never learn how to smile.





Smile naturally...Not that fake smile...





Why ?





I finally know the answer.





I never know how to smile,





It's because,





I never learn how to smile.





I never learn how to smile like I'm the happiest person in the world.





I never learn how to smile like I'm the luckiest person in the world.





Why is that so difficult for me to smile ?





That's because,





I never know how to enjoy my life.





I never know how to appreciate things in front of me.





I will never learn. I will never come out with a beautiful smile. Ever.





How pathetic it is...






xoxo, Kelly.

Back.

Raya Holidays is over.

Many things happened.





Ups and Downs.





Anyhoo, Genting had nice and bad weather during the Raya week.





---- Pictures took from my room ----





* Evening, nice clear weather *

* At night, misty, fireworks *




* Myndy love came up, it was a Sunny Sunny Day *



She ask me to pose with that plant..lol..





Oh yaa.... On that week Baby and Christina came up too. But too bad I didn't take any pic... >.<





PS : I need an effing pc mouse for god's sake. I hate laptopsssss ~






xoxo, Kelly.