No Expectation.

Haha... finally my home's internet connections is back to normal....




Last month can't even online...




And I know my blog has been so 'empty' lately...




Anyhoo, many many assignments coming in and final exam is just around the corner... =S




Hmmm.... Lately often argue with him.




He just don't get me. If u're reading this, U know I mean it.




He doen't know what I dislike, what I hate. Opps, maybe he did know what I dislike, but still doing it...




I know I can be quite a headache for you sometimes, but what's wrong with being jealous ? If i don't love you, I don't effin bother bout you aready !



Well maybe you don't get what my love is...




And i shall not expect anything more than I should. You will always be you.




I'm just too tired.. Effin tired of behaving like this each time... reply your message harshly and etc.




But can't you really sense that I'm upset or do something to make it up for me ? HAHA... you'll plainly ask me " Bi, are you angry ? "



Damnyourite, I AM ANGRY. EACH time you asked me this question, I wanted to answer you I'm EFFIN upset and mad of you. BUT, what is the point of me saying this. You will plainly give me the word " Sorry " and think of the way to make me happy back. AND what ? the next day did it again.




I'm bored of this. I hate to repeat the same thing each day. I hate to keep msg you with all the harsh short cold msg. But what can I do ? Damn I'm seriously tired of this.




Today, you accidentally bump into me twice in college. Twice infront of my friends. 1st, you said you're in a rush to class. But I don't think a simple ' HI ' will take you much time. 2nd time, you're were with this 'friend' of yours in that puff stall thingy. When I pass by and asked you why are you there, you did not answer but stoned there. While I walk off, you didn't even come over and say ' HI ' or what so ever. Obviously you must have LONG TIME never see your 'friend' I guess. Or maybe, I'm just not that important as compare to your friends.




Anyway, today went OU with Isabel and Jolene for movies. Watched The Time Traveler's Wife.
This movie is awesome. I actually cried at the ending. Sob... =(




Well, can't wait to film our assignment this week. I shall just concentrate on the filming, and be prepare for finals. Other than that, I will just stop thinking and care less.