A little bit about me.

Haven't get back my lappy.




So I can't upload any pictures yet.



Hmmmm....



Oh here's a little bit about me. Did it coz I was freakin bored.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Iced mocha.
2. Last phone call: Sabrina Koh.
3. Last text message: Erica Chai.
4. Last song you listened to: Lady GaGa - Poker Face.
5. Last time you cried: Last week - personal reason.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Never.
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Rainbow colours

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes. Lots.
16. Fallen out of love: Been there.
17. Laughed until you cried: Ya i guess.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Maybe.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Not sure bout this.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yup.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: If I want, 2-3 perhaps.
24. Do you have any pets: A hamster, name Honey.
25. Do you want to change your name: I'm fine with my name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: My 18th (2008), had a pool party, got new bf.
27. What time did you wake up today: 1300 hour.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watched ' Pink Panther 2 ' with daddy.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Finals. Vacations with the babes. Away from M'sia (at least for a period of time).
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 4 hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing. Especially my background. If not, I'm very sure I will not be standing where I am right now.
32. What are you listening to right now: Was actually watching ' The Spirit '.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Wasted holidays staying at home. Finals.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.com
36. Whats your real name: Yap Nee Sha.
37. Nicknames: Shan, Kelly Yap.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Libra.
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Don't remember. In Segamat, Johor.
42. Middle School?: SK Sri Layang, Genting Highlands.
43. High school/college?: SMKBBBK, Batang Kali / KDU College, PJ.
44. Hair colour: Black.
45. Long or short hair? : Shoulder length.
46. Height: 168-172 cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No. Not now.
48. What do you like about yourself?: No idea.
49. Piercings: 6.
50. Tattoos: Getting. Need approval 1st.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Thank god. Never have any.
53. First piercing: ermmm, 8-9 years old maybe.
54. First best friend: Best friend(S) - Myndy, Jolene, Erica, Sandy.
55. First sport you joined: Running.
56. First vacation: Don't remember.
58. First pair of trainers: - Nil -

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No... It's 2.30 am !
60. Drinking: No.
61. I'm about to: sleep after this.
62. Listening to: Beyonce - If I Were A Boy
63. Waiting on: What's the question ?

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes.
65. Get Married?: Of Course. with the 1.
66. Career?: Career before family.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both. If have to choose, eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Both. If have to choose, hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller la.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Not over romantic yet not too spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach !
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive way better.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: ________________.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Never.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yesh.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.
79. Sex on first date: Hell no.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Of course LA.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No.
87. Miracles: Sometimes. *pray hard*
88. Love at first sight: No.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: No. But I Heart Christmas.
91. Kiss on the first date: I prefer take things slowly.
92. Angels: Sometimes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No. I hate cheating in a relationship.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Lied Yes. Cheated on bf No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I will just stay where I am right now. It's way better than the past.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: My 18th birthday. History will change.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes. All the time.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes.

Happy Holidays.

Finally.



I get to online.



managed to survive the whole week without lappy and internet...
( pc servicing, internet tak bayar bill )



banyak kesian Jolene. Got laptop but tak ada internet. LOL.



Since staying at home also got nothing to do, we hang out at OU and The Curve everyday !
Yeshhh, everyday throughout the whole week... =.=
Oh and the loveys and me did some colleges-trip too. ^^
Ambil banyak gambar juga.
But lazy to upload ler. Wait till my lappy back 1st. kaka...




Will update soon.






Happy Holidays ! ( For A Week. swt. )

Mid Term Break

Finally.




Mid term exams is over.




and here comes my 1 WEEK holiday =.=




it make no difference with 1 WEEK, KDU...!




anyhoo, holidays will be starting on 1st of June.




there's another week till then.




I really wanna go somewhere.




Somewhere...for holidays...like a vacation trip.




I kinda forgotten how long I didn't go for a long trip jor.




ermm... maybe 10 months ???




Yea, I know... How pathetic it is.




I only remember the last time I went to is Malacca.




with the loveys.




How I wish we will go somewhere soon.




Arhhhh... I doesn't want to waste that 1 WEEK holidays staying at home a.k.a Genting.




Anyway, on Thursday after media planning exam and PR presentation, the loveys and me went to OU for dinner.




Mannn, it's been almost a week plus i didn't step a foot in to OU !




How this consider as OU freaks ??




LOL.




Ate dinner at Sushi Zanmai... * Yummy *




after that went to Forever21.




Goshh, so many new dresses and cloths.. and I'm broke like shoot again this month. (as usual)




So end up I didn't get anything T.T

Love this dress ~



Oh, see my eyebags... Stress~





Oh, actually the next day we all will be having Advertising exam.




Yesh, and we still hanging around. LOL.




Anyway, talking bout the 'Girlfriend of mine' that I had problems with lately.




I begin to realise, that everyone have their weak points.




And everyone won't know or learn to know it until someone actually told them.




I understand that.




And I keep thinking, life is so short.




It's too short to be wasted on getting mad of someone.




So why not learn to bare it and live on.




To that 'girlfriend' ,




"It's hard to get mad of you. We've been friends for almost a year. And a Good one. As you don't wish to ruin the friendship, and so do I. See you in college. =) "






xoxoxoxo, Kelly.

Lately.

Lately my mood keeps getting worst.



I get frustrated easily.



Exhausted easily.



It may caused by the lack of sleep lately.



Everyday just get to sleep for 4-5 hours... and the next day freaking 8am class.



and every night need to burnt midnight oil to rush finish ze assignments.



Was actually given enough time and more than enough to finish it before all the datelines.



But, I never learn. We never learn (group mates).



Always bersenang-senang dahulu, bersusah-susah kemudian.



LoL. However, each time we just managed to get it done and pass up before the dateline. =P



Hmmm... Lately the weather is getting slightly better.



still hot like h*ll in morning & afternoon, but finally here comes the rain at night. Heavy thunderstorm too.



and lately, I kinda have this issue with a 'female' girlfriend of mine.



I just don't know what makes me pissed so much.



Errr...personalstuff I would just skip.



But about the assignments we did together, just unexceptable.



People don't just copy and paste everything.



People do copy and paste AND add some tiny little info such as examples will do too.



Not just once, but many times.



We did fair and square in choosing which parts of assignments to do, and even let 'her' choose 1st. But keep end up not satisfied. Man, you did the choosing 1st. No complaints !



Just I felt lack of communication with 'her' lately.



Not lack, but sometimes Cannot just communicate with 'her'.



Not just me, others felt the same too. Ask them.



Well, maybe lately I'm just too stressed up.


And memang macam ini. Especially in group assignments. Banyak conflict.



Advise : Just always remember to do what you need to do as your parts and that's it.
Other than that is basically none of your concern.



Yes, never test my patient.
You've never seen what I'm capable to do.
I can play nice, but I can play mean either.



And lucky thing is I ain't have any bf right now.
Coz mr.boyfriend will just give me more pressure.
Trust me, I know.
Been there, and back.

But still, if mr.boyfriend can cheer me from all these drama and pressure, I'll pass.
LoL.





xoxo, Kelly.

Yesterday Once More

11 May 2009




It's been long since I update my blog. Hahaha...Yesh, and I update it today just because of Shu and Isabel keep complaining how long I did not touch my blog already. LOL.



not really free nowadays. with loaded assignments & etc.



and I had been sick for past few weeks (sore throat n lack of sleep)
everyday only get to sleep for 4-5 hours.



anyhoo, I'll start from last week Friday, went up Genting after class as usual.
After dinner at Pizza Fac. , went home and bath and later around 11, Jolene and I went to The Mest for pool session. Played pool for few rounds and around 1am-ish we decided to sing K.



So we sang till 3am. and later Queenie called. She came up Genting with Aun, Eddie and their friends.
Met up with them and chat at Old Town till 5ish.




Saturday, 9th May.



Wesak Day.



May Kwan came up.



Can't wake up early today - the day before slept at 7am.



Quickly shower, make up and went out to meet her and Jolene.



Shopped and chatted. We had great times together.



Around 7pm went to GICC with them and mum to pray for wesak day.



Lot of people there. Ate free dinner there too (all vegetarian. But it's still nice)




Sunday, 10th May.



Mother's Day.



Really felt dissapointed. Can't get to celebrate this special day with beloved mum.



Coz I need to go back KL at 6pm.



And I didn't managed to get any gift for her YET.



Which is really fustrated... Coz I always give her gifts on special occasions.



Haiz... and she had show me so many clues of what I should get for her.
( Like the necklace I gave her last year for her Birthday present - She love it so much and keep giving me clues to get her something like that again...)



Hmmmmm... Anyhow, she did managed to celebrate with her friends.
( At least I don't feel SO BAD )




Monday, 11th May.



Today, woke up late for class - Slept late yesterday. Rushed media planning and Consumer Behaviour's assignments.



Went to class for half n hour only.



Then me and the loveys went to Sunway Pyramid.



Ate lunch at Gasoline.



And later went for shopping la of course ^^



Hahahahaha... Bought a Converse sneaker in black and a high waste belt.



Walked around and cam-whored with the loveys...haha...finally in a million years we took pictures together...
(sound so long but yea, quite long I didn't take picture with them already even we hang out all the time..LOL)



Went for tea at Kim Gary.



and later headed back home.



Today only shopped that few stuff and food cost around rm150.



Arrhh... nope, I didn't plan to spent so much at 1st... But..... I really need to get a new shoes for god knows what reason...haha...



OOhhh, before I forget, I would like to share a song with you guys.



Title 'Yesterday Once More' by THE CARPENTER.



Damn I Love this song SO Effin Much !!



Angel's voice + Beautiful lyrics.



Most people might heard it many times already in their life ( fyi, this song is older than me so so much ) but for those who never ever heard of it or forgotten how it sounds like, PLEASE go to Youtube or any website to download and listen.



It's such an awesome song. Even Karen Carpenter had passed away, no one in this world will able to replace her or even sounds like her.



And in fact, I accidentally drop out my tears when listening to this song.



Yea, Jolene was scared h*ll out. Terkejut suddenly I was crying beside her.



She some more thought I 'Pik Chek' because I can't log in RC and youtube until cry tim... LOL.



Damn, I know I'm a crying baby.



but seriously, this song is so touching. and I can actually feel 'her' soul singing when the song play (even with just the instrument playing).



RIP Karen.C ~




- Some pictures took last week -



~ Myndy Lao Po <3 ~

Yeerr, look at my eyebacksssss...gggrrrr...





xoxoxo, Kelly.

23-04-09




Yesterday after class went to OU for movie with Queenie and Jolene.




Watched "He's Just Not That Into You "



Rating : 8/10



Some parts are interesting. Some quite boring.



Overall, was okay.




At least we girls, learned some "signals" of how guys turned down a flirt or spark.
Especially some obvious sign when that guy is "just not that into you". LOL.



Today



Tummy ache. arh... why why...




No idea. Gastric attack ? Late for morning class.




After Media Planning class, went over to Cafeteria.




To celebrate Adam Lee's 21st B'day.




Eddora managed to get him a cake, invited few of us for his "small party".




This "meeting" was short, coz most of them are attending 1st tutorial for PR.




As for us, the bodoh club members went to ss2-Wong Kok for lunch. But Bonny wasn't there.. Awww...




Ate french toast only. coz my dear stomach doesn't feel so well. Aiks.




Rushed back to college for PR's class.




stomach getting worst, can only attend tutorial class.




Went back home and rest.




Haiz. My condition + the hot weather, I can totally just black-out on the road.




Really can't stand the weather.




How I wonder those who live in the 4-seasonal countries.




their summer are even worst. 40+ degree ? But of course, the wind are not as warm as ours tho.




Anyway, I had a quick nap earlier. zzzZZzzz..




and the pain just can't stop. It keep coming back.




Hmmm. Ate some med. Hopefully it'll get better.




Arh, I hope I ain't gonna fall sick. Tomorrow going back Genting after class.




Kejap Hot. Kejap Cold.




Hoho..




Oh ya, Mom called and asked bout the room. and toilet.




Well, as usual I told her the toilet is---errm---- full of fungus thinggy on the floor, and the sink was like---errrrr----undescribable, and the toilet bowl----the smells----the drain----




No words can use to describe the toilet. FYI, we shared toilet with the neighbour. and errr, things don't happen to be as clean as before.. =.=




Mom kinda ask me to look around for other place, apartments or other house that at least guarantee the cleaness of A Toilet.
She just want me to live comfortable.




still looking, Mom. =)






xoxoxo, Kelly.

What A Wonderful Summer

20-04-09




It's freaking Hot nowadays...




Macam summer aje. Today's weather is so sunny. Reached 35 degree ~ wow..




Genting pula like 17-20 degree. See how much different ??? I can get sick easily weii...
Kejap cold, kejap hot.




Anyway, last week went Bangsar with the loveys.




Shopped, but only managed to get a tee. No idea what happen, the person who loves shopping, the person who dragged everyone to Bangsar to shop end up didn't get anything.. Haizzz...
I know, I was quite dissapointed as well. With all the pretty boutiques and cloths, I spent my time there didn't get anything nice. Hmmm...
Well, I blame the weather for that. It was hell hot like today. Which make me feel dizzy and I don't feel like shopping. Only on that day of course..Haizz.. What a waste.




Next, hmmmm... Like usual, all my monthly cash donated to the cinema.
Watched lots of movie this month. Don't really remember what I had watch also =.=
- Friday 13th
- Coming Soon
- Knowing




Today after class, went to OU with the loveys, Marcus, JinSwan, Edward and David. Ate lunch and watched the new Thai Horror flick-Coming Soon. No, the title is Coming Soon, not telling you that this movie is coming soon. Haha. All I can say is, that ghost-killer person is creepy. Her face is so disgust. Eww..
Knowing is nice. Friday 13th is crazy, but not as crazy as Halloween.
Oh yea, Congratez to Isabel+David. Get back together as usual. As We All predicted.




Malaysian Studies final exam is next week and I haven't even start to do my revision.
In fact I keep thinking of going shopping. I need heels ! I need new cloths ! ARrhh...
So frustrated. I'm totally broke like shoot now, and all I wanted is shop pula... Darm it.




The sun is super hot now, I don't have the interest to do anything exactly.
So dizzy. So tired.
All I can and want to do right now is just lay on my bed.
zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzzz....







xoxo, Kelly.

Life's Hectic.

Yes. Life's hectic. Don't you agree with me ?




I hate my life. It was so boring. So dull. Only black and white.




How I wish I can just disappear somewhere, anywhere.
Where no one can find me, and no one knows me.






I'm a quite hard-to-handle type of person. I'm sensitive and straight.
I ain't that kind of sweet-gal, who needs to forced their self to like something that they don't.
If I don't like to do the thing I don't feel like doing, I Won't.
If I don't like you, I Don't.
I won't talk to you.
I won't even give a damn big fake smile to you.
Yes, this is me.
Accept it or not, depends on you. But if you consider yourself as my friends, then better accept it.
Or not, I don't think I'm honorable enough to be your friend.




In fact, I don't really have lots of friends.
I don't really have true friends.
They come and go, just like the wind.




I used to have a real good friend back in high school.
and because of some misunderstanding, our friendship ended and we never spoke to each other for quite some time.
I make and know new friends, but as usual they come and go, come and go.
When time passes, I only begin to realize who's my real friend.




She is the one that willing to forgive me when I did wrong.
She is the one that will always be there when I needed her.
She is the one that understands me more than anyone else.
Yes, at the end we still remain as good friends from primary school till now. ;)




I don't get friends easily.
coz I'm hard to pleased, and hard to read.
Sometimes, I felt so lonely, but no one knows.
Sometimes, I felt so down, so upset but no one can read what's going on with me.
Sometimes, I just need someone to listen to me, but there's none of them.




As my friend, I will do about anything for you.
But everytime.
EVERYTIME.
It just end up giving me disappointments.
They won't appreciate what I had did for them.
and they can't see the efforts I did to try remain the friendship.
EACH TIME,
I felt betrayed.
I felt so unfair.
When you always needed me, I will try my best to help you, to comfort you.
But when I'm upset, can you tell ?
No, none of you can read my mind.
I'm sure they'll keep thinking what happen to me, why am I ignoring them, and were they the one who pissed me off.
But can't you just ask me yourself what's actually going on ?
It feels so terrible that I can't tell anyone what's going on with me.
Coz no one is willing to listen.
and everything that I kept to myself is killing me.




It's really hard for me to trust anyone.
I always made the wrong choices.
I always thought I've found my true friends,
but everytime, the god just let me down.
I don't like to be lonely.
I too want people to listen to me, to share stuff with me, to treat me as their best friend too.
Was it that hard ?
I don't know.
I'm too tired to know.




Maybe I don't share the same interest with them.
Or maybe sometimes we don't click.
So what ? Eveything won't go as smooth as you thought it will be.
There's so much obstacles. so much problems.
But if they are your real true friend, you and they will overcome it. Give and take.
If not, they're not the one. At least not the one for you.

Songkran Water Festival

11-04-09




Genting Highlands.




Yup, mostly every weekends I'll be back at Genting.




so, this weekends it's Songkran Festival a.k.a Thailand Water Festival ~




Normal, like every year they have games, shops, thai foods, performances, elephant rides, and of course, water/foam activities ~ with water guns...yada...yada...




As usual, this event was held infront of Genting/Highlands Hotel.




Went there with Jolene. Here's some pic I managed to take.







Spotted ?

See those Voodoo dolls ~ So cute ! but the big 1 ( I'm holding ) cost around rm35... HaHa...

And for the games, they have really huge soft toys. Arhh.. I want a huge bear-bear too T.T

See...they actually play water here..outside...It's freazzzzing cold man. I *Salut* them... LOL.

Yesh, and here's the adorable little baby Tiger... So wanna hug him.. Rrraaawwwwhhhhh ~

And now, It's Aun's session ~
I have no idea what all these reptile's name. But they just look really creepy... =.=

And this kakak so friendly. Keep possing and call us to take her pic.

And this 1 I think I actually touch it before... If not mistaken the same 1 but this is slightly bigger. Only Aun can tell.

PS : Our pic. Long ago. When Aun bring his pet over to our room.( see our face expression. LOL )

And lastly, took pic with the Genting mascot- The Clown 1 ( I forgotten ze name. )
Jolene punya cam skills - Banyak cun weiii. Always ambil my pic eye-closed 1...